Just like the Hello Kitty obsession, acting like a Princess was her way; to show the world who she was. Being famous in her eyes, acting larger then life was just a sham to prove she was "ok." Narcassistic, materialist, over the top it was all careful lies. She was never happy, but then...something happened! Seeing through rose tinted lenses gave off new ideals. Beginnings of a work in progress, a thirst for the unknown. Suddenly she can create something new, hitting rock bottom will do that to a person. Getting knocked down is only a problem when you stay down. This is her way of saying she's getting back up. She's done being judged by the size of her waist, or how far you can go with her. Finally she's doing something for her so let her be happy. You'll be thankful for it in the end.
