This is my poetry, always original, always fresh and new!
Daddy's Here
In your eyes I see the sun shining down on me. From your heart I feel the love like it was supposed to be. I cherish every single moment that we have together. The memories I have will surely last forever. But it won't stop there we are gonna make more. I send my apologies to you For having to walk out the door. But soon you'll understand that it's better this way. It would never have worked all we created was dismay. But that is in the past it's over now. A bright new future is coming somehow.
We can make it happen the two of us, my son. No one can intervene we can make a home. No one can be loved more than you are by me. When you're older you'll know you made my life complete. You are the one who made me change the way I go about. My life, it has changed drastically and right now there is no doubt. I can't truly begin to express My love for you will NEVER die. If you only knew what you mean to me you are the star that brightens my sky. You make me whole, you are my alpha you shine down upon me. I believe my heart beats for you someday I know you'll see. Right now you're too young to know what's going on here. I think you'll know soon enough exactly how much I care. So when you wander, wondering why daddy's not around Just pick up the phone and call hear my voice , an amazing sound. And daddy will be there for you whenever you are in need. With you out there rooting for me I know I will succeed.
My Destiny
What was the reason I was sent on this earth What was so substantial about my birth For what reason am I here When around every corner there is something to fear What is the point if I am going to die Would someone please tell me the reason why What's there to do that hasn't already been done What prize can I win that hasn't already been won What can I say that hasn't already been said What is the point if we all end up dead the meaning of life is something hard to find Maybe that's my point, maybe it's in my mind Am I supposed to answer the unanswerable questions in life Am I supposed to know how people can live without strife Am I supposed to live my life without any pain Am I supposed to thank God when we get rain Am I supposed to keep my head up when times get tough Am I supposed to get stronger when the going gets rough I wish I could say I'm as strong as they come But even I have weaknesses everyone has some How will I know when it is my turn to go Tomorrow or the next day tell me how will I know If I can't know that then answer me this Will my life end with one last tender kiss I hope for my sake that the last breath I take I'm kissing my lady good-bye and giving her a keepsake And I'm letting her know that I'll be watching over Keeping her safe and sound staying above her shoulder And If so there happens to be little ones left behind Let them know that their daddy will always have them on his mind Until the time comes when together again we will be I just want you to know, I have found my destiny......
Little Shoes
part 2 to My Destiny
I'm bursting with emotion My happiness will not quit Look at this smile on my face Haven't you even noticed it There's a beating in my heart I think again I am in love With not just anyone you see With an angel sent from above Through the heaven's and the clouds This wonderful angel came to earth This was the reason I was sent here This is what's so substantial about my birth It is you see for us to be Together for all to see And if anyone has a problem with that Tell them to come and talk to me Don't you even realize yet What you've gone and done You've sent my world twirling around But still first place you have won So if anyone still doesn't know Let me fill you in on the news I cried myself to a joyous sleep The night I first saw those little shoes!
March 8th was like a new beginning for me It showed me a brand new start Because now I'd have to share my love And from him I would never part My one true love you see It is a bouncing baby boy I'll try my best to make him proud Because he brings me so much joy It feels a little funny in a way To know that I am someone's Dad I guess I haven't been the worst But better I could have been You can bet that will never, ever Be the case again My son, my handsome little man Is number one on my list I know I might not show it much But we could be like a fist Clenched so tight, but gently intertwined Together for all time I hope the one who counts on me most Never has to ask for a dime! But most important I hope to be The best father that I can My son is very dear to me I just love his little hands His little nose is just so cute My heart melts when he smiles To think that I helped produce him My smile is as big as the Nile I just hope my son knows deep down Exactly how it is I feel I want him to know For him, my love is sealed Anything he needs just ask I'm here for you my son Someday I know it will be time for you To carry on our name when I am gone But until that day comes I'll know I've paid my dues I'll enjoy and cherish my life with you And still I smile at those little shoes!!!!!
Message To A Deadbeat Dad
I know you weren't there the day I was born. And I know you weren't there when they brought me home. I also know you weren't there to see me drink my first bottle. And of course you haven't seen my cute little bottom. Do you even know what I look like,do I look like mom or you. I'll bet you don't even know what my name is, you don't have a clue. I crawled yesterday all the way across the room, you missed it. I got my first tooth, it poked through just today, but you missed it. I almost got this standing thing down, but you aren't here. Yesterday I had my first taste of ice cream, but you weren't there.
It's been awhile now and mom is really tough you know. To do this all alone, she must be really strong i know. I can tell she loves me more than you ever will Because she's here with me, holdoing me, kissing me but still. I think it's just not fair, my friends have their dad there. But no, I got stuck with you and I still say it's not fair. Why couldn't mom be lucky enough to find a man worth a damn. Instead she ended up with you,a worthless excuse for a man. I pray all the time maybe she'd meet someone new. Someone who could take us to the park, so mom wouldn't be so blue. She tries so hard to raise me right, she deserves some time too. All this time you've had to yourself, it's not fair,I'm telling you. Most guys won't give mom the time of day when they see me around. It's hard for mom, I know, I can see the frustration hanging down.
Well I'm older now, but don't worry I didn't miss you at all. I've been to amusement parks, movies, and even to the mall. I've been to football games,baseball games, and to the park, mom took me to those. I bet it's rough knowing you have to wear the pants as well as the pantyhose. I guess I've said enough for now,just wanted you to know I am alive. Oh yeah! before I forget, I had a birthday last week,can you believe it now I'm Five!!!!!
Mommy Why?
you said you would never go away, you said you would always care so why are you holding hands with God why are you way up there mother told me there was an accident she said you were hurt real bad "but don't worry" she said to me "you don't have to be so sad" you are not here anymore I don't understand tell me what happened,where, how, and why "dry your eyes" mom tells me as hers begin to swell i can't help it i miss you, why did you have to die mom says not to use that word because that's not the case at all she tells me that i'm too young to know then to her knees she begins to fall.. but still i tell her you're not coming home she still says that's not true why does it have to be like this why did it have to be you... "but don't fear" mom says "he's not gone for long" he's really here inside our hearts, he's not far away can you understand the pain i feel when she says we'll be a family again one day please dear god take good care of him don't let him out of your sight i promise i'll be here for you if you need me and i'll pray for you night after night do you know that mom still wont say how the whole thing had occurred all that she'll say about it is that it was all a massacre i heard the police tell mom the name of the other man i couldn't hear it too well but his initials were d.u.i. still to this day i have no idea who he is i know you want me to live, a long, lasting, fulfilled life maybe someday mom will explain to me what that big word meant i think it was some sort of legal term driving under the influence.
mom has finally given in she has finally told me the truth she said a drunk driver jumped the curb while you were standing at a phone booth she said you tried to get away but it happened much too fast I cant believe you are actually gone i dont believe you are in the past mom says we should only look at the good times that we had yelling, fighting, running, playing i am no longer sad i'm mad this man took you away from me and there's nothing i can do I think of you every night while i'm asleep you should know that i will never forget you given all the good times and the bad times we shared i don't ever recall telling you exactly how much i cared please forgive me i know that must be the hardest part i can't believe in the blink of an eye lives can be ripped apart so if your there and you can hear please tell me what to do without you here i am so lost please don't ever forget I LOVE YOU!!!
Someday
Someday there will be no race wars. Someday there will be no drug lords. Someday there will be no homicides. Someday there will be no tears cried. someday there will be no black on black crime. Someday there will be no muggings for a dime. Someday there will be no victims of rape. Someday there will be no hard memories to drape. Someday there will be no police to call. Someday there will be no violence at all That's because......
Someday there will be no people to share. Someday there will be no loved ones who care. Someday there will be no Holiday Inns. Someday there will be no reason to start again. Someday there will be no enemies at war. Someday there will be no scrapes torn. Someday there will be no holiday picnics. Someday there will be no funny limericks. Someday there will be no time for fun. Someday there will be no time to run. Someday there will be no one else but us. Someday there will be no dirt or dust. Someday there will be no room for you to care. Someday there will be no way for me to bare. Someday there will be no time for me to call. Someday there will be no way for us at all..... The time is now!!!
Til' the End
It's hard to believe after all this time You've decided to go away I know it's not your choice but you left so quick And here I sit with so much to say I wanted to say what you mean to me How my life would be crazy without you You showed me the way I want to live my life Always to my heart I will stay true You made me believe in miracles You made me believe in myself You showed me the way to live and learn You helped me out of my shell So where will I be now that you're gone Just like a whisper in the wind What will I do without you here To guide me through the thick and thin I want you to know you will surely be missed My life will never ever be the same I promise to you I will do my best To always stay ahead of the game When it's my time to leave and never come back I'm gonna for sure follow your lead I'll be coming to see you there I just hope I've done enough good deeds To make it to where I know you've gone Might be a little tricky for me But whatever it is I got to do You better believe I will succeed It's hard to believe I can't see your face I can't feel you or give you a hug It's gonna be rough to go on like this You know you are like a drug One hit of you is all it took And now I am addicted But here I stand alone again My love is now fully restricted I'll try my best to move on with my life Because I know that's what you'd want I'll be seeing you every night You know it's my dreams you haunt So here it is the end of the line I'm sorry it was such a bumpy ride But look at all the fun we had Even the bad times when "we" cried Just one last thing I want you to know You were always my dearest friend And no matter what I was here for you From the beginning to the very end!!!!
I Love You!
I want you to know how much I care Whenever you need me please know I'll be there Maybe not in the flesh but by your side I'll be seen You meant the world to me, you and our baby to be Even though I'm way up here I'm watching down on you I'm your shoulder to cry on, when your feeling sad and blue I'll always be with you,, no matter day or night Just put my smiling face on your mind, and everything is alright You just take care of our boy, and raise him best you can Teach him to be a strong, sensitive, caring, and understanding man Let him know his daddy is there for him always And there's nothing more satisfying, than to know I am for whom you pray God is watching over me now as you did in the past That's how I know for sure our love was meant to last I might not have said it enough but baby I love you You were so very dear to me, and your love was so true Tell our son what kind of man I was and what kind of man I expect him to be Let him know that no matter what he decides, I'll be as proud of him as I hope he is of me I want you to know that you were my "one" I am very sorry I had to go before our life together,begun I see now our baby boy has been born into our world I hope you realize such a cute boy couldn't happen to a better girl You are my dream whenever I rest my eyes And I can't stop the pain no matter how i try But reguardless how I feel or what I'm dreaming of You never have to worry about if you're loved Until again we are one, and for an eternity above The only one for me is you and it's only you I love..
I'll see ya when I get there!
Dedicated to the memory of Lawrence Davis R.I.P.
I never really thought about how my life would end, I Know for sure that I don't want to suffer like some of my friends. Violence strikes the ones you love, and there's no reason why, Multiple knife wounds to my friend and instantly he died. I wish someone would tell me how can a man take a life, Why couldn't he be man enough to use his fists instead of a knife. This way the problem is solved and no one has to die, There would be no funeral or wake, and noone would have to cry. Then the hearse wouldn't have to take him to his final rest, But believe it or not he is happier now for he walks among the best. Babe Ruth, Mickey Mantle, and Willie Mays, would all be so proud, He held a baseball with dignity and pride and fans would scream aloud. With Larry gone I guess someone should step up to the plate, Pinch hit for Larry because there is no time to waste. It's the bottom of the ninth with bases loaded, and we are down by three, So unless anyone disagrees the pinch-hitter will be me. I have no fear, because it's do or die, the game is on the line, I'm in the box with a full count, "win this for Larry" is the cry. Here's the pitch, I take a cut, there's a blast to right field, It's going, going, it's back to the wall, he jumps with no yield. It's over his glove, it's gone, a home run, touch 'em all time, I touch all four we won and it's stored within my mind. Well Larry I put myself in your shoes to see how it would be, To get the win, cross the plate, be the king of victory. But it's over now, the dream is gone, there's no use for me here, But I'm going to stay a while, so I'll see ya when I get there...
Love or War
Some say the best things in life come to those who wait But what if the best is not apart of your fate How do you overcome adversity in this day in age How can you win a war without showing your rage If depression is a disease then why doesn't it ever go away How can we fight the pain and live day after day What is this world coming to when no one cares about life I thought love could conquer all I guess not the power of a knife Love is supposed to be the greatest feeling of all So why is there war why do good people fall I can take it no more I'm going insane I can't fight the words racing through my brain I have to get out of here where the hell is the door But please heed these words of wisdom, make love not war!!!!
The Lion and the Mouse
While walking in the jungle one day I came up to a lion to my dismay The lion was sitting there pouting with tears He said this was the worse he has felt in years. For while he was walking home from a swim Out jumped a mouse who tried to frighten him. But he wasn't even the slightest bit scared In fact he laughed to think this little mouse dared. "Come on how could I be afraid of something so small, I am so big, and you, Ha, not at all." So on went the lion back to his home He would rest for a bit then again he will roam. Little did he know that while he slept The mouse concocked a plan, he creeped and he crept. He did all the things he could do for his size The giraffe even helped with the plan he devised. The mouse wanted to teach that big guy a lesson Even though he was small, lion didn't know with who he was messin'. The mouse was a smart one, not at all dumb And he knew to himself that his day would come. So this plan he thought of to put the lion in his place "I can't wait just to see the look on his face, When I finally scare him and get him good, I hope he will at last give me the credit he should!" This plan he conjured up would work like a charm Never did he think it would cause any harm. He decided that he would get all the animals included Then he'll know his sceme can not be eluded. So when the lion awoke from his nap Walked out of his cave and hit up a tree for it's sap. He took a stroll down by the river It was a little nippy now, he started to shiver. Walked past the great tree and into a clearing He had no idea that the mouse would be so daring For as soon as he came to the middle of the pasture He felt a slight tremor that became stronger and faster. He stopped, to hear the not so distant sound He jumped back with a jerk and looked all around. He stood there amazed not believing what he saw But every animal in the jungle, every tooth and paw He was confused but in an instant instinct took over He pounced on his first victim with a mighty roar. He wasted no time, he went straight to the next one There was no one left standing by the time he was done. When the lion settled down and he saw it was clear That little mouse peaked his head out and exclaimed "oh Dear" With a frightened look on his face he said "Ohh Look what I've done, all my friends are dead" The lion said calmly" It isn't your fault son, I am the king of the jungle, of course I have won" "But you don't understand this is all my doing." The lion looked confused as to what the mouse was persuing. " I asked all my friends to help with a favor, To help me scare you good, so victory I could savor. But I never meant for this to happen to them And now I will sadly never see them agian." Well by now the Lions eyes had began to water "You mean to tell me, For nothing was this slaughter?" The mouse agreed and prayed for his compassion The lion replied in a most peculiar fashion. He turned around and left that dreaded place All the Carnage he caused he could no longer face He dragged himself back to his humble dwelling All the while his eyes were swelling. Then he lay there with bloodshot eyes Forcing himself with all he had, not to cry. And that's when I came strolling through While he was sitting here pondering what to do. He said " I'm not an evil kind of lion, I do what Nature tells me, and I'm not lying" I bid ado to my new found friend And walked the path straight to the end I'll never forget that day you see I wouldn't believe it , if it didn't happen to me. So next time you are out and about And you come across someone about to pout Please sit down and listen to their story, Because you never know when, it will be your turn for glory. And as for a lesson to be learned from this massacre, Never, ever ever try and trick mother nature!!!
A Heart Doesn't Lie!
It doesn't matter what time of day When asked whats on my mind ,its you Ill say If you ask me I think its time to show If you really care then please let me know Just tell me whether it's me you want to see Ill be happy to abide by whatever answer you give me I thought it would be fair to tell you now I'm not giving up on you for no one, no how Because in my heart you are the one I need You are like a blessing sent from heaven, indeed And in my eyes you can do no wrong Just take me now, cause later I might be gone Have you ever had perfection stare you down I have once and thankfully you still come around Sometimes I feel that I'm not good enough for you Sometimes I feel like I don't know what to do But whatever happens my heart holds the key My heart is full of love, don't you realize don't you see You are the one I feel so deeply for You are the one from whom I want more Theres only one explanation for how I feel Its because in my heart it says its for real Theres no way to fight it so why even try Just trust me baby cause a heart doesn't lie!!!
ALL THE THINGS!
All the things I need to do Just to make you smile All the things I need to do For you stay for more than a while All the things to prove to you Exactly how I feel All the things to prove to you Without a doubt it's real All the things to make you say "I love it when you do..." All the things to make you say "I am so glad it's you" All the things that make you cry From them I'll stay away All the things that make you cry You can forget about them today All the things to say how much I miss you when you're not here All the things to say how much I'm happy when you're near All the things that haven't been said Like" I love you, didn't you know" All the things that haven't been said Together as one we will grow All the things your ex wouldn't do like be a man and comfort you All the things your ex wouldn't do Like someday together say "I do" All the things that we could be Together as one forever All the things that we could be Forever as one together All the things I want to give So far my heart is yours All the things I want to give It's you my heart adores All the things that life beholds United we will overcome All the things that life beholds Finally first place I have won All the things to end a psalm You are my soul mate All the things to end a psalm You're so amazing and great
Angels
In a world where pain comes easy And heartbreak happens everyday. Could Angels be watching over Guarding everyone who prays. Just as the sun shines down And the rain falls at our feet. Angels are always there Showing no signs of deceit. Proving that God hears all Prayers as they are made. He just knows how to answer So it doesn't turn into a parade. There is too much greed in the world For him to do such a thing. He has to draw the line somewhere To make those Angels sing.
Believe!
Staring out the window Out into the starry night. I can see my breath on the glass And it's kind of blurring my sight. The snow outside is beautiful But for me it's way to cold. It might be just as cold inside Sitting here with no one to hold. I believe in destiny and fate And I know there is someone for me. I only wish it would happen soon It seems like a waste, being this lonely. But I have to believe in the power of love If I lose all faith what do I have then. I must keep a strong hold of my sanity It's hard, not knowing for sure when. When I'll get my chance at love When I'll find my heart. Loneliness, it tears you up inside It slowly makes you fall apart. It tends to dwindle down your faith Makes you fall down to your knees. Put your hands together tightly And pray to the Lord "please". Please help me find a happy song Help me sing loud and rejoice. Shout out to the heaven''s Angels Hopefully they can hear my voice. If I can find the one for me Then maybe I can still believe. In everything happiness stands for And all the love I'll finally recieve. So if your out there listening Please tell me what I can do. To show you I'll be the perfect choice And keep your skies a bright blue. So whenever you feel lonely Just pick up the phone and call me. I'll never be the one to let you down Together we can create a destiny...
But......
I haven't even seen your face But I love you! I haven't felt your warm embrace But I love you! We haven't spent any quality time But I love you! I can't even say you are mine But I love you! You don't even know I exist But I love you! I couldn't be the one you miss But I love you! I haven't even crossed your path But I love you! We don't know if we attract But I love you! We have yet to touch our lips But I love you! To taste each others sweet kiss But I love you! You don't even know I'm alive But I love you! You don't know how much I tried But I love you! I've done all I can to make you see That I love you! And now I see you can't see me But I love You!
Closer....
I have decided it is time to say. What I've been thinking about for days. The one I can't get out of my mind. But when I see her confidence I can't find. What if I tell her, and she shoots me down. Could I deal with the hurt I'll feel all around. I'm just not sure I can handle the rejection. Not from someone who shows me such perfection. Her green eyes sparkle every time I look into them. I just can't seem to find the source from which this feeling stems. I can Imagine the two of us being as one. Everyday would be brighter thanks to my sun. If I could give her the world, I would with no doubt. Then she would see what I am all about. Lying and cheating are not in my vocabulary. Honesty and faithfulness are, on the contrary. I don't see the need to tell a lie. When the immediate truth can cause less of a cry. Could it be though that you might feel the same. Maybe you just need a push in my direction, and out of the rain. If it happens between us I want it to last. I don't want to end up being in your past. I want to be your present, your future, your everything. Let the heavens rejoice and the angels sing. We could make music together, how sweet it could be. If only the way I look at you made you believe. Someday it will happen I feel it inside. These feelings I have are becoming harder to hide. When I finally let you know that this "Her" is you. Please don't turn my skies dark from blue. Even if you don't feel like I do, it will be all right. Either way I'll be happy I brought the truth to light. My timing might be off but i have to get it out. I can't hold it inside I can't leave any doubt. I feel the burn, the yearning to be free. I feel the need to make you see. Maybe for once I'll get lucky in love. Maybe just once I'll find a turtle dove. But what ever happens, happens I guess. All I can do is just hope and pray for the best.
Come My Way
No matter how hard I try The light I cannot find It seems to me right now today That I may need to pray. My hope is dwindling down to zero I wish I would be rescued by a hero. Someone to rush in and save me now I just need more than a possible, somehow. I can't get anything right Everything i do is wrong. No one cares that my heart cries Or that I may sing a sad song.
If only luck would come today. And all my troubles washed away. I could be happy, I could indeed. I could be happy if I succeed. I just need something to go right. I try and try with all my might. To make it happen for myself. And put all my worries on the shelf. Only if luck would come my way And show me how sweet life can be. I'd be so happy for a fresh start I'd make sure to always believe.
Echoes
I hear echoes of your voice And it's driving me insane. But only I am at fault here Only I am to blame. I should have told you sooner I should have said how I feel. Then maybe things would be different Right now things seem surreal. I've come clean of all my feelings And I've even tried to pretend. That they don't exist anymore Then my heart wont have to mend. Every time I turn around You are standing there. With a smile on your face Showing me you care.
Am I just dreaming Or is it just real to me. Can anybody else know Can anyone else see. I just can't help but wonder What it would feel like you and I. Then I just can't help but wish We could give it just one try. Just looking into your eyes Puts a smile on my face. It's something I look forward to When we meet in our little place. When our eyes meet at last I try to hide it deep down. But looking at your smile Could never make me frown.
Harmony
Tell me what you want me to do. Everything I do I do it for you. I believe in you, you had the right stuff from the start. Please don't go and start tearing up my heart. I need a girl to be true to me. So can we talk, and see what we could be. Lately, I've been thinking, what about us. All my life I've been looking for trust. I could be your secret admirer, watching from a distance. One shot is all I need to show you romance. The glory of love is what I'm searching for. I think I found it in you, I adore mi amore. You make me feel like a rock star. Somewhere out there we are wishing on the same star. You are the one I've been needing in my life. I just can't fight this feeling of making you my wife. One word that comes to mind when you're near me. Absolutely, positively, undeniably, so amazing. Please forgive me if I seem prone to strain and strife. These confessions seem to be the story of my life. Tell me what I have to do to earn. The love of a lifetime and stop the burn. Usually I'm not shy, I'm usually a real go getta. There's just something about you that could make me better. You're truly beautiful, inside and out. I can show you what this love is all about. When nights are cold and your heart feels scorn. I wanna be your teddy bear, the one to keep you warm. If there's a way for me to get into your open arms. I'll keep on loving you and keep you from harm. But if there's no chance for us then just take my heart. Yesterday will feel like ages ago if we are apart. When I look into your eyes I sense a similar feeling. The love of a lifetime we could have, sounds so appealling So this I promise you as we both stand right here. I'll never break your heart, and I'll always care. I'm ready to fall in love tonight. I'll live my life for you, it's only right. You have the lips of an angel, kissable and sweet. So just say it, so at last our lips can meet......
Heal the Wounds
Heal the wounds of the heart Don't let them break you down. Try and remember when it was good Don't let them make you frown. The heart has its weaknesses Don't let that break you apart. Always keep your head held high Don't let anything conquer your heart. The lifeline that keeps you going Don't let them keep you afraid. The pulse should stay strong Don't let it slowly slip away. The sun shines down upon your face Don't let the light go to darkness. The glass is always half full Don't let them show you emptiness. Keep the sparkle in your eyes Don't let them lose their shine. Remember how it used to be Don't let them change your mind. You have to keep your faith Don't let them steal it from you. And life will show you the way That time will heal your wounds.
I Can't......
I can't take you on a cruise around the world I can't buy you diamonds, I can't buy you pearls. I can't take you all the places you want to go I can't buy you platinum, or even gold. I can't fly you across the sea to Spain When it's sunny outside, I can't make it rain. When it's storming out I can't make the sunshine I'll tell you what I could do if you were mine. I can do my best to give you that perfect love A love that makes your heart melt, like you've been dreaming of. I could show my unaffected loyalty to you and only you A loyalty to make sure your wildest dreams come true. Why sell your soul for something not even close When I've been right here saying what you deserve most. I might not be Superman or even a GQ But for your heart there's nothing I wouldn't do. I would swim the deepest ocean, mountains are no match for me If only one day you would finally come to see. I could be your knight in shining armor, your prince on a white horse And I would live for you, for a hero it's par for the course. If ever you come to realize that our hearts were meant to be as one Nothing can stand in our way after our life together has begun. But you must first come to face the cold hard facts Until you do I am afraid my nights and days will stay black. Only you can bring the sun and shine it upon my face Until the day we at last become entangled in that warm embrace....
I Can't See
I can't see happiness I can't see the shining sun I can't see the prize Waiting to be won. I can't see the stars I can't see your eyes I can't see myself Ever saying good-bye. I can't see your face I can't see your smile I can't see myself not Going that extra mile. I can't see your pain I can't see your heart melt I can't see the love just waiting to be felt. I can't see my dreams I can't see your cares I can't see any way For you to be there. I can't see the dark I can't see the light I can't see myself Missing you every night. I can't see the rain I can't see the moon I can't see myself Living without you. I can't see your flaws They mean nothing to me I can't see the day Without any possibility.
I Don't Know Your Name!
I don't know your name But you are all I see How could it come to this How could this happen to me Where did it come from This feeling deep inside It's getting harder still For me to try and hide The emotions flow through me Like waters raging wild Every single solitary time I see on your face a smile I tried once to talk to you But cupid had a choke hold He made the words get stuck Or maybe I'm not that bold.... There will come a day in time When both our hearts will intertwine Even though you don't realize The glow that shines through your eyes And shines upon me like the sun I can't wait until we've finally begun But only time will tell the tale If ever we get a chance to sail Way above the clouds silver lined One day when you are mine But sadly there's only one to blame Because I don't even know your name.......!
I Never Said......
I never said I love you I always assumed you knew. I never said I cared for you I didn't think it was something new. But now I look back to then And realize what you missed. I'm sorry for neglecting to say All the things before we kissed. I know I may have hurt you By not saying what my heart felt. Now It's too late, you've gone away, And It's my heart's turn to melt. I'll never make that mistake again I'll never think she already knows. I'll do all the little things like, Here Sweetie, from my heart, a rose. I'll make her feel like there is no other, I'll do the best I can. So whenever someone asks her She'll be proud to say I'm her man. I'll be the man I was supposed to be The better man I am with her. We'll make time fly so quickly Having fun makes it all a blur. I'll never forget you though You made me realize my faults. I'll never let myself again, Be the reason another woman walks. The next time she decides to leave At least I'll know it wasn't me. I'll be the perfect man to her For all eyes to open wide and see. So if you're out there somewhere Coming home isn't something to dread. I'll promise you'll love it this time, It's time to say those things I never said!!!!!
If Tomorrow Never Comes
Have you told the ones you love, Exactly how far your love for them goes. Have you showed the ones you care for You love them even through your woes. Have you told the ones you need, That your life wouldn't be the same. Without them touching your soul, The ones who always kept you sane. You should tell the ones you care for, Every time you get the chance. Exactly what they mean to you, And how your life, they enhanced. Tomorrow isn't promised to anyone, What happens when you don't open your eyes. Or if you do open them widely, Only you're looking down from the skies. So If tomorrow never comes, Will they know how much you cared, Will they know how much you loved them, And how much you wish you were there. To hold them tightly in your arms, And give them your undying love. Before you make your journey, To the Heaven's up above. No matter what it takes from you, You must bare to them your soul. Because if tomorrow never comes, They will know they made you whole. So cherish all the moments, That we get to spend together. If tomorrow never comes, Then at least we had forever!
I'm Looking
Someone once told me "Love comes when you least expect it" What if mine left once already, Now should i regret it. How come I just can't Seem to find my one. It seems I am forever doomed To live without the sun. I look around only to see Happy couples all about. Then I look in the mirror Only me I see trying not to pout. I know I'm a good man No one can take that away. But why can't I find my love Now I find only dismay. There are girls out there That seem to like me though. But no disrespect, they are Not right for this Boi of Doh. I know what I want I won't settle for less. Maybe that's why to me My life is such a mess. But don't I deserve happiness To be loved whole-heartedly. I really thought I had it once She left now we're apart you see. I can't seem to understand Why I can't be happy. With all those fish in the sea. Why wont any swim with me. How many times can I pray To help me in my quest. I just can't take any girl She has to be the best. I work hard to make a life That my son and I could enjoy. But it gets so lonely,romantically Right now it's just me and my baby boy. I need someone to make me whole Compliment my life with theirs. Someone who will show their love And will always show she cares. A woman who stimulates My body as well as my mind. Who is loving, caring, confident, Sexy, honest, faithful and kind. When my life comes to an end By my side she will be. Telling me God will be there To watch over me. Saying she loved me Truly from the start. Knowing from the very beginning She stole away my heart. So this is what I'm looking for the woman of my dreams. A love to last our lifetimes Making reality what it seems. I'm looking for true love Someone who could be my best friend. Someone to love me solely From the first kiss till the end!!!!
In the Air
There must be something in the air tonight, Something that makes us all stay wound tight. Something that shakes us down to our soul, Something that makes us lose all self control.
There must be something in the air today, something that may very well show the way. Something to take away all our fears, Something that may even bring us tears.
There must be something in the air of the night, Something that makes the moon no longer shine bright. Something that hides away the bright stars, Something that makes us realize just how far they are.
There must be something in the air up there, Something to make us believe we can go on from here. Something that will never deny our hearts desire, Something that will never extinguish our fire.
There must be something in the air we breathe, Something out there to make us truly believe. Something that knows we have to attain victory, Something that knows everything we can't see.
There must be something in the air we can't see, Something that keeps us warm, safe and secure indeed. Something that prepares us for the rest of our days, Something that recognizes the struggles we face.
There must be something in the air to believe in, Something to help win the tribulations we compete in. Something that makes us push harder forward still, Something that knows we have much power of will.
There must be something in the air we can't smell, Something that knows, otherwise this place would be hell. Something that believes in us as a community, Something that thinks we deserve immunity.
There must be something in the air thats not undone, Somehting that shows us there are prizes to be won. Something that will always lead the way to first place, Something that will always help you save face.
There must be something up there in the air, Something thats truly believe as humans we all care. Something that shows us how to keep our soul clean, Something that proves God exists in more than our dreams...
Just Say the Word
I would do anything just say the word I'd give you the world if only I could You'd have it all, all the riches in life I'd love you always, you know I would. I can't help but wonder if your feelings are true Because I know there's more than you show Well mine are so real, I can hardly sleep That's the main thing I want you to know I'd give you all I am, and all I could be And i know in my heart my life is you I'd give my love to you in so many ways Sometimes you can't tell but I promise it's true For you I would swim across the widest sea For you I would fly in a rocket straight to the moon For you I would climb the highest mountain I just hope in your life, there is enough room There's no end to the things I would do There's no boundries on the love we could share There's no reason for living, if you won't be here I wish I knew the best way to show I care I'm clueless right now, i don't know what to do You are my guiding light, show me the way I need directions, I'm lost if I don't have you There's so much I want to do, so much I want to say Whenever you smile a chill runs through me Whenever I thik of you my heart skips a beat I can't eat, I can't sleep my stomach is in knots Whenever you speak, oh, it's such a treat I wish you could believe me when I say That I could love for eternity I wish you knew, what I've known since the first day That it is you who is my destiny I would do anything just say the word Whatever you wanted, I'd give it to you I'd give you my heart but it's already yours Whatever you needed you know what to do I wish that someday you could love me Because me not loving you, now that's absurd My feelings run deeper than I have ever known before Because I'd do anything, If you would just say the word......
Let Down Again
When you feel like the world has let you down And there's no one to comfort you anywhere around The people you thought would always be right there They show you at once that they really don't care Even the ones who said you were stuck with them Turns out they were lying and you've been let down again You know what they say that cliche fits like a glove It's better to loved and lost Than to never ever have loved But who believes that I mean really honestly who? Why would I rather feel like I was stepped on with shoes But believe it or not I think I'll be okay It's the way life should be Tomorrow's a brand new lonesome day!!!!!
Make It Right
Out the window there is only night My day has vanished from sight The brightness that used to be Is no longer there for me What's the point of going on If it's impossible to see the sun I know I have one reason for life The only reason I haven't seen the knife My handsome little man, he keeps me here Even though sometimes it's hard to bare Sometimes I just want to give it up The world is so cruel and so corrupt Do I want to stay when it's hard to breathe Do I want to be here all alone again Just another reason to take a leave A long list of friends who aren't friends But I guess the night isn't so bad It doesn't even really make me sad I guess it's cause the darkness hides pain But you can see the outlines when it rains They are not invisible just hard to see Look closely at them and you'll believe You will know exactly what I mean When I say the pain can be seen Someday I hope to no longer feel The way I do now, it's seems so unreal I hope and pray I see the day That I recognize, and then go the right way I try so hard to do things right But it's like I'm cursed and doomed I'll keep trying to make things right Till the day the flowers no longer bloom.
More Than A Memory
When I close my eyes, I see her there Only to realize she's no where near. I stay up all night so I don't have to sleep I know that she's waiting there in my dreams Showing me the way it could have been I got to feel the pain all over again I dial her number but hang up the phone I drive across town just to see if she's home I can't get her out of my head My friends keep saying it takes time to forget It hurts to see her face I wish I could just try and erase The anguish and agony she's given to me She has destroyed my heart, it's no mystery And yet still here I am wishing for her To be back in my arms, it's all a blur The love I have , it won't go away And it seems like it is here to stay What can I do to break the monotony From all these memories that have gotten to be Way out of control for my eyes If you listen close you can hear my cries Even after all this I believe I can get through I just think what would she do in my shoes She'd be strong she'd survive without a tear Then I'd tell her there is nothing to fear Because I'd be loving the fact of being her man Holding her near, holding her hand But that's the difference between her and I I would be right there by her side That's why for me, I can now believe That what I feel is more than a memory...
Mr. Nice guy
Here is a story that has to be told. About a man looking for someone to hold. They called him a nice guy, he was a little shy, Anything you needed, and he wouldn't ask why. The shirt off his back, his last few bucks, The shoes off his feet, No matter what. He tried his heart out to impress his "type" But it seemed Mr. Nice Guy didn't have enough hype. He did what he could to make the girls see How special they are, but it would never be. There's always another, that takes her heart, It doesn't matter how many times they may part. One shot is all he needs to prove his loyalty. One chance to show her whom she really needs, is he!! Mr. Bad Guy it seems is always there, To put himself in the mix, never letting her care. She doesn't have the chance to meet someone new, He is always there but he doesn't have a clue. He doesn't know what she is worth or how lucky he is. Because if he did, he would stop giving her shit. Telling her she's the one, there is no other Then behind her back he is with another. So back to the nice guy whose always there, Trying to show her he's a real man who cares... If she ever gets sick of him and moves on He wants her to know that his feelings are strong. Sometimes in your life you feel so high Nothing can bring you down, even being a nice guy. You just wish she'd see what all she has missed, Because being with a bad boy, she's never really been kissed!! You know when it happens, You're able to fly, Then you'll know you've been kissed by Mr. Nice Guy!!!!
My Love
I have thought a lot about All the things I have done wrong, All the days I let you sit at home Listening to those sad songs, But I have come to realize exactly what you mean to me And now I finally see that You are my destiny. There is no other woman Who could ever take your place So if you ever walk away It's like I have fallen down from grace. As long as you are here Never walking out Then I'll never have to worry Cuz I know what love is all about. If ever you are in doubt Of what my love entails Just know that I could be The winds that move your sails. I want to be your everything The only one you'll ever need. I need you in my life always You are my life indeed. I hope you can believe me From thee I'll never stray You are the one I want to love Forever and a day. If the love we have together Is as strong as I think it may be Then there is no need to worry Cuz it's only you I see Believe me when I say this I am so much in love With everything you mean to me, My angel sent from above. So when you sitting there Wondering if I am true You only have to know one thing Exactly how much I love you!!!
My Secret!!??!!
Here I am alone and confused I wish I knew what I should do I'm feeling like a lost little puppy So afraid to be without you I guess I can manage myself I have done it for this long But still sometimes I catch myself Lonely singing those sad songs I don't know how else to say this But we could be so good together Me holding you and you holding me We could last through any weather It's weird having these feelings Because we hardly even talked before But for some reason I can't stop thinking That maybe we could share so much more I dream of a life where I'm happy A great woman standing by my side I'd like to think that could be you But my feelings are too easy to hide I'm bursting with emotion I just can't figure it out Why can't I just tell you now What my love is all about I would give my heart, mind, and soul Just for a chance to be close to you But if i told you my secret I'm afraid of what you might do Would you take it the wrong way Misunderstand what I have said Or would you comprehend it perfectly Turns out that was the fear you dread Or would it turn out That maybe your heart was leaning to me Pointing in my way the whole time I would be the happiest man you'd see Then the only question i have is Will it be worth the risk Is it worth my heart getting trampled For the slim chance we could live in bliss I guess that is the question Will I go for the gold or not Knowing myself like I do I'll probably cruise towards the bronze Someday soon I'm sure I'll know What it takes to be a family man Because right now I'm dazed And my hourglass is running out of sand So if by some miracle You realize this is for you Then you'll have the power To bring yourself a love thats true I'm afraid I don't have the courage To risk my heart on a chance But if I did it would be so nice The two of us close during our first dance!!!
No One...
The loneliness is blinding, I can no longer see It's hard to tell if anyone is standing next to me My sense of touch is fading, there's no one here to feel It's hard to believe my worst dreams are becoming real The loneliness is filling me with one fear after another I am alone I see it now, maybe there is no other No one to guide me through the storm Hold me close and keep me warm Show me the way when I am confused No one who cares my heart is abused No one to shed upon me light And bring me back at last my sight Or even just to hold my hand And let the hourglass run out of sand Time is passing me quickly by Sometimes I just want to let out a cry I fear that I am destined to be isolated Wandering aimlessly alone and unaided Trying to find out where I stand Questioning whether I am a real man Scared, lost, confused and desolate Sitting here feeling so inadequate Unable to see what the future holds Wondering if I should just stay home Can I change the world I see Can it be changed by only me!??!
Shoulda
Maybe I shoulda listened to you Maybe I shoulda tried a little more Maybe I shoulda gave more love Then you'd know who it was I adored. But you shoulda talked to me And you shoulda showed how you feel You shoulda gave me a reason to stay Then I would have known this was real. We shoulda showed how much we cared We shoulda lasted forever We shoulda gave eternal love Then we would still be together. I am sick of pointing fingers But who is to blame for us falling apart Why did it have to end like this What do I do now with this broken heart. I coulda been all you could want I coulda been all you need I coulda been your one true love But you just did not believe. You coulda been my everything You coulda been my world You coulda been my heart and soul If only you just said the word. We coulda lasted for an eternity We coulda been a winning team We coulda been so much more than this But now our love can't be seen. I don't understand what happened to us I just can't figure it out But I do know one thing for sure I shoulda never left you with doubt!
Something More
I see you but you can't see me Even if I was right in front of you. You have someone already And to them you are true. But that's okay, it's good to know I can't believe I feel this way. I hardly know you, does it show I wish I had the nerve to say. It really doesn't matter now You seem happy where you are. I still wish there was a way, somehow I already wished upon every star. But once again it didn't pan out You are in love with another. Sometimes I just wanna let out a shout Or a really loud "Oh brother". I guess if it was meant to be Fate will bring us together. For every jealous person to see How our love would last forever. But there I go dreaming out loud What's a nice guy to do. I hope I don't attract a crowd While I am saying this to you. Well there's one worry wasted I don't think I'll ever say. What my heart has wished it tasted Your love for the rest of my days. The words I want to speak Just won't seem to come out. I guess I am too shy and meek To take away any doubt Sometimes not living real Is better than getting hurt I'm not good at closing the deal Showing what "We" could be worth. Unfortunately it's close to the end I know because- I just know. I'll let fate handle us, my friend But our friendship can surely grow!!!
Straight from the Heart!
When I go to sleep at night, My dreams take me away. To a place where love is strong, A place I wish I could stay. In this place is where I found you, You appeared out of nowhere it seems. So this should clearly show you, You are the girl of my dreams. Believe it or not you have to admit, You have to realize it is true. I have longed all my life for love so real, And now I have found it in you. Don't be timid and don't be shy, Don't be afraid to show you care. For in this place of happiness and love, There is no room for despair. So I promise I will never hurt you, And I'll never say good-bye. For when we part for a short time, From you I want a smile and not a sigh. I am awakened by the sound, Of another's heartbeat. I can't believe my eyes, I see your face so sweet. You are here in reality, Holding tightly to my hand. Just in time to see my hourglass, Running completely out of sand. You must stay here and never go, Please stay right by my side. Rainbows and doves are what will appear, Whenever our hearts collide. I have to tell you that I care, And from thee I'd never part. So I promise- From me to you, A rose straight from the heart....
Superman
Take my hand we can fly away I am the one who loves you everyday. To the day of my death, my very last breath Will be spent loving you til no one's left. I believe I'm the one with the S one my chest Close your eyes and forget about the rest. Everyone sees that man don't treat you right He comes to you proving he's your kryptonite. I'll give you the strength to leave him behind He can't see that you are one of a kind. Your sweet like honey and oh so fine I'll fight to the death just to make you mine. To me you're like a buried treasure And I'm gonna treasure you from now until forever. I know I can be there like no one can I wish that I could be your Superman. I'll be the one who's by your side I can wipe the tears from your eyes. I hope I can always stay near To be the one who helps you through your fears. I'll be the man to save you from your ex He put his hands on you, now you gotta show him who's next. See I'm Superman I've come to save the day I just can't understand why he would treat you that way. I can't believe you let him go that route Look in the mirror, your beautiful inside and out. I hope to be the one who wins your heart If you can't already tell, I've been on you since the start. I think it's about time that you drop that zero Just give me a chance, and I could be your superhero. I wish you would follow my lead I will do my best to be all that you need. It shouldn't take much for me to change your plans Come fly with me and let me be your Superman!!
The Letter
Woke up in the morning and opened my eyes Walked into the kitchen to find a surprise. I saw it right there, a letter on the floor I was so sure someone shoved it under the door. So I picked it up and checked for a name It was blank, the return address was the same. I sat down at the table and opened the envelope Hoping it isn't something stupid and I feel like a dope. I pulled out the paper, it was a handwritten letter I unfolded it thinking, it would make me feel better. No addressee at the top and no Dear Anyone I had things to do, this could wait until I'm done.
So I jumped in the shower and got myself clean I had to look spiffy before I could be seen. I did all my errands I had planned for the day I went home to relax and let come what may. Then all of a sudden the phone rang, and I answered It was the love of my life, she doesn't know the pain I endured. I have always wanted to tell her, but we were such good friends I didn't want to ruin a friendship to where we couldn't make amends.
But she told me she dropped something when she left the day before She said it might be somewhere near the door. The letter was the first thing to come to mind I'm sure sure I didn't notice something else to find. She said it was important to her, she'd really need it back I told her I found it and it would be safe and intact. I told her I'd bring it the next day around four She wouldn't hangup until I promised to read no more. But the urge over took me and how would she know So I opened the letter began to read nice and slow.
The words on the paper almost blew me away She had written all the words I wanted to say. She started out by saying she was glad we were so close And for her birthday last week she thanked me for the rose. And so I read on with a smile on my face Now I can't wait to feel her warm embrace. She wrote that the words she could not figure out To prove she could love me and show no doubt. The things she was feeling she's never felt before She wanted to say for so long I was who she's been waiting for.
I wanted to call her, tell her I felt the same But I wasn't supposed to know, and this isn't a game. This was my life, my world, my everything If there ever was a time, now is my time to sing. So I kept on reading, to see what else she said Then a tear hit my eye, I kinda wished I was dead. The name that she wrote, I know it wasn't mine Maybe I misread tears made me temporary blind. But it was no mistake, the letter wasn't for me There goes my sun crashing down into the seas. I though I'd just had the happiest moment in time The moment I thought my love would be mine. Now I see I was wrong, her love belongs to another But I just can't see myself loving any other.
I folded up the paper, no need to read it to the end I already feel like I screwed over a friend. I shouldn't have read it, it just wasn't my place Though I'll never tell her now, I'll still feel the disgrace. I guess I'll go on with my friendship in tact It's going to be hard knowing I broke the pact. I just wish it were true, and it was me she loved Then I could tell her, she is my angel from above. Even though it wasn't me, she still makes me better I just wish, oh I wish I never read that letter.
They Can Be....
It's those three little words that bring joy and sometimes pain. The magic in them can bring sunshine and sometimes rain. They can make you want to do the craziest things. They can make you feel like you're flying without wings. They can also break down the walls of Jericho. They can bring happiness too as if you didn't know. The power in those words is enough to make you whole Sometimes they can even make you lose control. They are strong enough to bring you up. But be careful, sometimes those words are corrupt. Then there are times They can bring you down. But they can make you laugh like you're watching a clown. They give you the feeling you could be invincible. But sometimes they can make you seem invisible. These words have an endurance that's unbeknownst to man. They can have you sitting there in disbelief, like Damn!?! These by far are the mightiest words I know. They can be the words to make your spirits grow. This little phrase has been known to tame the mightiest beast. From south to north and west to east. Those words can give you the greatest feeling you can receive. They can give you hope and faith and show you how to believe. So if you ever doubt the power of this phrase. Just say these words to someone and you will be amazed. Just hearing these words can turn a smile from a frown. Just let your heart go free and listen to the sound. Cuz love is in the air so don't let it pass you by. I know when it came to me I let it in with arms open wide!!
Think of Me
When your eyes are closed and you're dreaming, Could there be thoughts of me in your mind. Seeing the things I see when I'm awake The life that could be, the love we could find. Do your dreams help you think of me, In more than a friendship tone. Or does it show just how good we could be As our friendship travels on.
My dreams show me the way to bliss, The right path to my eternal joy. They show me how I can feel giddy again, Like I did when I was a boy. I'd love to have the chance to get that feeling, And be as happy as I can be. To be the one who is deeply loved, By the girl of my dreams.
But unfortunately it won't be tat easy, I don't believe she thinks the same. What can I do if I'm not the right person, Unfavorably there is no one to blame. It's survival of the fittest, the stong survive, And the nice guy never gets a shot. So I guess only time will tell, I can only go with what I got!!!
This is How I Feel
I want you to know how I feel I want you to see it could be so real. I want to show you how sweet it could be I want to tell you, you should be with me. Maybe I'll get the nerve to say Exactly how I feel every single day. I can't get you out of my mind But yet the confidence I can not find. To tell you we should be together Because no one around can treat you better. I could be the man you long for We are friends, but we could be much more. If you think you can trust me, trust me with your heart Once together I can't picture us apart. You are so beautiful and oh so sweet You'll never have to wonder if I cheat. Because my respect and loyalty show me the ways I can stay truthful throughout our days. You mean too much for me to lose your respect So that's one thing you'll never have to expect. I am not perfect by far I'll tell you But there's nothing that I wouldn't do. To show you what you mean to me And then show the world and let them see. We would have no boundries, you and I We could search the whole world wide. And never find a barrier to put us down Just one shot is all I need and you'll drown. In my love it overflows with passion Everyday I'll show love in a new fashion. Just to keep you happy and near With me by your side, put away all fears. You seek someone who'll always be true Someone to show they care and love you. Well open your eyes, Here's your chance I might not be here on your next glance. They say if its meant to be it will be Fate takes too long though, if you ask me. Let's try it out, see if things click Here is a rose, watch out it may prick. I'm just kidding, I've put all thorns aside It's only me here, these emotions I can't hide!
Three Little Words
I have said those three little words, A good amount of times over the years. And every time it seems to me, I get in return only tears. Every time i say those words, It's like a button that i pressed. To make the woman forget my name, And leave me lonely and depressed. So maybe I think I need to find, Another phrase to say to you. Something that shows that I care, And my feelings are so true. But what possible phrase, Is there that I could say. To make you know how I feel, Today, Tomorrow, Forever and a day. Whoever made up this language, Must have known right from the start. That I'd be racking my brain, Trying to find words from my heart. They definitely didn't make it easy, To use any other phrase. I tried and tried to figure it out, And it leaves me confused and dazed. I just cannot bare it, Knowing you're there and I have nothing to say. Because I know in my heart, you are for me, Even though you left before and turned my skies grey. But I am willing to look past that, Because I know there is something there. A feeling i just can't ignore You know I have always cared. You never left my thoughts, Didn't matter who I was with You were always there in my heart, Hoping you would one day bless me with that gift. I often wonder what would have been, If in fact you didn't leave me. Would we still be together, strong, For everyone to envy. Or would life had thrown the twists and turns, We all know that it can. I guess it really doesn't matter, I just hope I can be you're man. I guess it time to test the waters, To see if the currents are still strong. Because now it seems you want to be, In the place where you belong. So I'll just come out and say this now, I believe together we can grow. Into a loving warm-hearted family, Because I LOVE YOU more than words could ever show!!!!!
Through The Pain..
Through the rain I can see you standing there with him, I'm dying inside, I want us back together strong. Like it was before, when the sun shone down on us lovingly, I can't go on it hurts so bad, I can't see myself moving on.
The rain moves on but the pain seems to last forever, I feel a stabbing sensation in the depths of my heart. It's really nothing new to me, this feeling I feel, I have had it you see from the second we split apart.
My heart is lonely and there is a deep hole, A hole that only you can fill, by showing me you care. Showing that you made a mistake when you left, Showing me now and forever you will be there.
Through the pain I can tell you now, Finally after all this time I've spent. Wishing, praying and hoping that God, Would deliver me back my Heaven's Sent.
But sadly I see only pain in your eyes, When my name hits your ears. Was it something I did or didn't do, That makes you hurt after all these years
Through the eyes of the beholder, Beauty is said to be kept safe from pain. But what happens when the beholder, Is the one who can't get out of the rain.
Through my pain I see your happier now, Living your life freely, without worrying about me. So I'll step aside and let you keep moving on, my love, In my heart is a place where you'll always be!!!
What Do I Do With The Love?
Thinking back to when you left All the pain you have inflicted on me I couldn't believe you would do that Right in the open for all to see You tore me up from inside out And now all I can do is wonder why Why do I still love you as much as I do Why can I not Just forget to cry What do I do with the love I have What do I do with the feeling I've shared There all still here even though you're not And I think I've had enough of the hurt I've bared All these memories aren't going anywhere You know you've caused so much pain Then you try to turn it on me Like from you cheating, I had something to gain So what kind of fool do you take me for Tell me what kind of man would I be If I was to just let you find another man And use him to walk all over me Even though I still love you I have to forget about your existence No matter if you try and comeback or not I must build up my resistance How will I ever find my true love When your face is always on my mind The feelings I have for you won't go away I wish there was a magic clock to rewind I could go back to when we were happy And of course we were together I would do whatever it takes to keep you near And keep you loving me forever So now I have had my little flashback And I am Asking the Lord high above Please God answer me tis one thing What do I do with the love?
What's A Man To Do?
What's a man to do when It seems there's no way out. What's a man to say when He's left with so much doubt. It's hard to keep your head up When the world seems so insane. It's hard to face the facts head on When no one wants to take the blame. How can I be happy with myself If I don't know my own flaws. I give my all into a relationship But I always lose, no wins or draws. I wish someone would say what it is I do to push them away after the fact. They say I make them so comfortable, initially Then a few months later, I get sacked. So what happens in those few months To push them quickly away from me. What is it that I say, what do I do Or has it just been them, coincidentally. I try and try to be the good guy To be all they want, all they need. And I ask for only love in return But they act like i ask them to bleed. All I need is tender loving care And I would give all I can give. All I could be and all that I am Just to hear those three words, then I can live. Without pain and heartache That would be a life worth while. I wouldn't mind doing all I can Just to get from her a smile. So somebody tell me the meaning of life Is it sharing my life with you? Because if it isn't then I'll never know What a man is supposed to do!??!
You Are The One
At night I sit and wonder why Why you came into my life. Why were you sent to me Sometimes it so hard to believe. God has truly sent an angel to care Possibly to test and see if I can share. A star from God's sky has come to earth I have known this from the moment of your birth. The first time I heard that cry I felt my heart tighten and you're the reason why.
You are the one who opened my eyes You are the one who makes me try. You are the one who feels my love Because you were sent from the heaven's above. You are the one who lights up my night You are the one who can make dark seem bright. You are the one who shows me the way Whenever I'm lost I know it will be okay.
I was Blind before you came to me I was alone, by myself and couldn't see. I was lost, by myself and so confused Now with you here the right path I can choose. There are times I feel I don't belong But you make me feel like I can be strong. All this time I was searching for a hero I didn't realize it was you, I feel like the zero. R.J. you're like the sun, you show me the light I'm so full of love, and you're the reason why!
You Don't Know
Who can know the emptiness inside Every time I see your face So many feelings left behind Are now in God's good grace And now you wonder why I turn away when you look at me You don't know but i am trying to hide Never wanting your eyes to see This desperate heart that knows How perfect we could be The two of us together Forever and eternity You don't know what it's like Living my life without you You don't know what it's like Knowing I can't have you You don't know what it's like Loving you all this time You don't know what it's like Knowing that you're not mine I'll give you all my heart Mind, body and soul And now when I need you the most You don't know!! I put my heart on the line For the hope that dreams come true But all I get is pain in return It hurts me right now to love you All I ever wanted in this world I know I have found in you I never felt this way before Now I can't break through Now I lie awake Alone at night So afraid Now To close my eyes Just one more dream of you Would tear me up inside I dream of us together The five of us happy Living life knowing I love you more than eyes can see. Another shot I gave Risked it all on a chance The chance that you were ready And each other's lives we could enhance They say love has no limits That it knows no lines But it never lets you know it's over Never gives us those signs I wanted to be all you need Together our love would grow And now when I need you the most You really just don't know!!!!
You Should Know
What do I have to look forward to, You're gone, now how do I get through. I didn't even get to say good-bye, You went away, before a tear fell from my eye. I long for the day when again we are together, I'm so lonely now, no matter what the weather. But I'm holding strong to the love you gave, And I feel in my heart I can honestly say. I gave you my all, my heart and soul, So why oh why did you have to go. It's so hard to look at your little boy, How can it bring me to tears yet fill me with joy. He looks just like you, it hurts inside, He won't have a chance to know he's your pride. I sit here looking at him, all I see is you, I can't believe you've went away so soon. What did I do to deserve this, All I want from you is one last kiss. These are the times that hurt the most, Sometimes I feel your presence, like you're a ghost. I will do my best to raise our son, It's hard knowing without you, he'll have fun. It's hard to watch him getting so tall, It's hard to watch him without you at all. I know if you were here you'd be so proud, You'd climb the highest mountain, and scream it loud. You'd swim the widest sea just for a chance, To meet him once, his life you'd enhance. But sadly he has to rely on pictures and my memories, And he'll always know you love him to the highest degree. He'll never have to ask what you were about, Because he'll already know without a doubt. And when the time comes when God and you, Tell me there's nothing left for me to do. You call me home to reunite our love, Then our son can watch us high above. Wherever the day may take us now, We will never forget you noway, nohow. The pain it shows but my love shows more, You will always be the one I adore. Over the River, or through the woods, wherever we may go, There is only one thing you should know. If I've said it once I've said it a million times, You and I were soul mates, to last a lifetime......
Your Everything
The minute I looked in your eyes I knew That I would do anything for you. The first time you touched my heart I felt Like I've never felt with anyone else. If only you could see what you mean to me Then I'm sure you would know all we could be. I want to be apart of all of your dreams This could be love, this it seems. If only you knew exactly how I feel There would be no doubt if this is real. I'll finish your words and I'll cherish your thoughts I want to be with you no matter what the cost. If you are not here then what can I do I cannot go on if I'm not holding you You showed me the way to live my life And now I want to hold you as my wife As you can see I am as sincere as can be My only thought now is are you thinking of me...
Good-Bye!!!
I guess this is not a good time to say what I have to say. I bet when you woke up this morning you didn't think you would cry by the end of the day. I'm sorry for doing this this but it's not in my hands it's not my fault and you knew this day would come. When I'm away I will be with you always without you back home for me, a life I will have none. I am not asking you to wait for me don't do anything you don't want to do. But I pray if God can hear me don't turn my skies a dark gloomy blue. I f you're here when I get back then at least I'll know for sure. I won't have to worry about losing you you're love so real is my only cure. So if you decide to stay and wait and you're sure you know what this means. I will write you every week because now I'm one of the few, the proud, Im in the Marines...
These are straight from my heart. My biggest inspiration is love, whether it be falling in it or out of it, or even looking for it! Or it could be the love for a child. I hope these poems brighten your day like they have brightened mine in writing them.
